I have had enough..!?

ok so i have decided to end my life their is really no point of living you can say i'm doing this just for attention and if i wanted to really kill myself i would have done it already but i just need some place to vent before i go. So but like i was saying i really don't see any point of living i have always hated school mostly because i was always bullied but now that i have graduated i figure that i will just get a full time job get some crappy apartment get fat, drink booze, and listen to The Doors but now my mother is forcing me to go to college now i always did well in school made mostly A's but i just hated school being in classroom for an hour is just so boring to me now i have to go back for another 4 years is just complete bull **** why should i go to college when im just going to be miserable so i'm going to kill myself i just needed to get that out goodbye